Julai ini kurasa sangat emosi, moga Syaaban lebih memberi erti, aku ingin segala nya indah seperti Jun yang lalu

Beberapa kebelakangan ini, Rejab, almost setiap hari aku di khabarkan, ditekskan, di sampaikan berita berita tragis, sedih, dan memilukan.

Baru tadi kawan baik sekolej aku accident. Andai esok lusa kau bangun dari katil di wad itu, dan terbaca tulisan ini, aku pohonkan maaf tidak datang melawat mu bersama sahabat lain hari ini. Mungkin hujung minggu ini.

Sejenak kini, aku termangu di bawah hangat cahaya bulan berteman jerebu malam di samping sebatang Marlboro Light. Agak rimas.

Astaghfirullah al adzim.

Ungkapan itu seperti sudah lama tidak terpacul dari dalam hati. Sepertinya pernah, tapi hanya di tepi bibir, bukan dari hati.

Esok, terus aku meniti hari.







p/s: Banyak banyak ikan, ikan apa lagi besar dari ikan paus?

Amazing ni, serius..

On August 7 , 2009

At 12hr 34 minutes and 56 seconds on the 7th of August this year, the time and date will be

12:34:56 07/08/09

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This will never happen in your life again??!!!!

Been too long on my own

I'm just so fuckin depressed I just can't seem to get out this slump.
If I could just get over this hump but I need somethin to pull me out this dump.
I took my bruises, took my lumps.

Fell down and I got right back up.
But I need that spark to get psyched back up in order for me to pick the mic back up.

I don't know how or why or when I ended up in this position I'm in.

I'm startin to feel distant again so I decided just to pick this pen.
Up and try to make an attempt to vent but I just can't admit.
Or come to grips with the fact that I may be done with rap, I need a new outlet.

And I know some shit's so hard to swallow but I just can't sit back and wallow.
In my own sorrow but I know one fact I'll be one tough act to follow.

One tough act to follow, I'll be one tough act to follow.
Here today, gone tomorrow, but you'd have to walk a thousand miles.